This is one of those times when common sense escapes me and I'm torn, like a child feeling lost and all alone. Stumbling around in a familiar environment that offers no sense of security or any sort of comfort.
The haven of security that had once engulfed me like a blanket of love is now a dark abyss of intense discomfort and searing pain. The blessed hope and love of every breath I ever embraced is so far out of grasp, I see the walls within inevitably closing and the shining light moving further away. All I could manage to feel are tears, slowly running down my face and my breaking heart trembling with undying sadness and immense lose. Where did the path that was paved with smiles, laughter, and the "feeling of being home" veer off to?
Home is not where my heart has come to be...I live with a stranger, once so familiar, one who used to know who she was...now a stranger to herself...me...her...us...myself...
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